Ministry is the calling. The books keep getting in the way.
Between sermon prep, hospital visits, and the Tuesday-night crisis, someone also has to reconcile the accounts, run payroll, and explain the budget to the board. If that someone is you, you may know the quiet worry that you're doing something wrong and won't find out until it matters. You were trained to care for people, not to read financial statements, and the books shouldn't cost you the time and energy that belong to your people.